Deo

migration

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 01:28:30 GMT

hey im moving.

like the last breath you'll ever take

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 16:24:36 GMT

i made a scene. from a clean piece of virgin paper i folded a tear. i folded a scream. i folded a muffled wet whisper through my dirty hands. it didn't fly. it never feels like it does. that crumpled useless corpse just looks like a meloncholy ball of shame. discarded like vomit on a catholic church floor.

don't tell me you like me. that i'm special and you care about me. that you think what i say is amazing. that i'm unique. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS! i don't know what you mean. im afraid to hope you mean what i want you to but knowing you can only hurt me more now just because! just because! AAHHH!!!!

i can't

i can't

a hug? a handshake?

i can't

i'd rather be here with you than down there with any of them

fuck you

i like you more than almost everyone else

FUCK OFF (please) fuck off

i dont understand... please... i dont understand why i can't tell you i like you and everything you say is what i want to hear but it doesn't make me happy.

and that butchered thought crosses my mind... when my heart contracts and suffocates me and i can only see everything just receeding... that i just don't feel like anything will feel good again.

everything that drives meloncholy

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 08:44:04 GMT

perfection is painful. because perfection is never for you.... and in the way you writhe and wince on the floor you become perfect too. broken like the patterns of the sky. like suffocating underwater. reaching out but never grabbing. wanting but never having. just out of your reach. close enough to taunt you far enough to break you up.

but this is what i want. i dont understand how i cant have it. that voice that whispers black infiltrating truths, why do you say it so sweet? how your message slowly destroys me. becuase you barbwire fence i want to climb you. overcome you. run into you. push against you. scream at you. throw my carcas at you. and i dont care. because as my hope flutters forlornly towards the fire it knows it will one day die yet never thinks to stop. like a breath. like a sigh. quiet. calm. it peacefully commits suicide.

i dont want to hurt you. but i want you too much to do the right thing by us both.

And so everyday ends and starts...

Tue, 15 May 2007 12:38:47 GMT

in every thing and in every way i tell myself my life is ok. and i guess there's no reason to think otherwise... but for the first time ever in my theory of deo karma (where if something bad happens it is either a precursor ro good fortune or a deserved punishment for wrong actions)i considered that it may just stay this bad. it may just get and be horribly terrible. i never considered NOT getting out of the rut.

but right now nothing is really that terrible.

people in my sociology hate me. and it bothers me because i dont feel i've done much i just feel like im being punished for having an opinion. i know i shouldnt care. and my upset-ness is only superficial in that i'd rather people like me. i guess i shoudl be flattered that strangers are thinking/caring baout how i do. why cant they just focus on themselves. so i seem like i think i know everything. well i do think that. some times. doesnt everyone? at least i pur it out there.

they both stopped emailing me and i feel alone. i wondered why. and i'd like to think it wasn't because i became redundant but because what i tell them means alot. means so much. to me when i type it and tot hem when they read it. but i still wonder you know? how can i not. i sometimes wonder if anybody really likes me at all. if anybody really understands how whole and unconditional my love is. if only they'd show me they cared, it's theirs. none of this romantic stuff. none of this crush, lovey dovey crap. just honest love and care. not bound by sex or beaurocratic contractual commitment. that's the only true thing i can offer.

i feel sick. more often than i'd like. a deep hollow soaking eating sickness left behind like a trail by the monsters of my self destructive desires. i've reached the apex of my "get what i want, want what i get" attitude. i am bloated with it. this Want and Take... i cant do anymore. not like how i used to. not for the real reasons why i did it. in the silents moments of my private mind i just want to exist. am i even capable of that? Miss Midas Touch. oh everyone seems to think i can change the world. and then a good number sees me and sees the shades of black that colour a dead end. what am i to do?

breathe. breathe like i can. space. time. i havent hopelessly lost them. i am not optimistic or pessimistic. i am... on stand by.

and it will be ok.

DEO ONE-NINE: woah

Wed, 02 May 2007 03:47:46 GMT

pez photos: http://www.jay-oh.com/photos/index.php?gallery=2007.28.04%20deo%20one-nine

(more to come)

life says the box is the present

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:16:59 GMT

i'm losing it. i can feel me losing it. i can feel me wanting to just ignore everything i had set up before to stop me fro sliding down this easy sloping tunnel. alice in wonderland. reality check. i guess it was inevitable.

sometimes when someone wants to be with me i just go with it. because even though i know i dont love them i'd rather be with them than alone. and so when they leave me i get a tiny part of me yanked out. through my nostrils. with a rusty hook. and i go "well i desereved it. becuase i knew better than to think someone would actually care about me this time. and stay with me" but those are lies. they are lies i tell. because i sabotage my own emotions to gain something more "convenient".

but then there's the other side of that coin. i know i dont NEED anyone to survive. i dont need to be with anyone to maintain any sort of self worth through that. maybe that's why i'm so reluctant to surrender because im not too sure whether the price was right. because i hate gambling. the sure thing or nothing. security over aspirations. i have flung myself so far into the horizon that i dont remember how long i've been spinning around. but risks. there's one thing to not know and there is another to visualise the multitude of horrible possibilities.

but youknow what? that's why they stay with ME. becuse they dont wnat to be alone. even for thosehours minutes or days they are with me they;re rather be with me than alone. and int hat timespace they wonder at me and what i am. and they tell me. and in the mirryad of possibilities they see in my free nature they being forth their own dreams. becuase i dont mind providing wants. the very act of being material in this want is like being part of your own experiment. in many ways they joy they feel when they see introspective endlessness in me is the same joy i feel when i figure out why they had felt that joy in the first place.

how cold of me. to speak so clinically about my relationships. but that is the case. i like working people out. it makes me feel little surer about where i stand. the worst thing possible in my mind is that someone will lie to me becuse they think it will make me feel better. that it would protect me. NO. protect me by makign me aware. tell me what a gun does and i'll dogde the bullets.

but this does not mean i love people less. in one respect you have to appreciate that by knowing the faults and idiosyncracies of a person means the scope of their self that i love is greater. because i see more of them. love is unconditional. i guess that is my failt too... i dont mind giving at first even if i ends up at a lose. i just wnat people to know they can be whoever they want with me. they can manifest into any reincarnation and that form will still have my love. as long as there is honesty there. honesty not sabotaged by "good intentions".

maybe i am a gambler after all.

PS; i am ageless. as are you. dont pretend it matters, time is just an offshoot of our faculties. time is nothign without the watch that times it. time is nothing without our changing bodies and consciousness recording it's existance.

The many ways in which I love Dappled...

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 09:04:35 GMT

omg... i was so worried about being a fangirl today. so totally worried. coz common knowledge i love them so. and i didnt wanna be a try hard loser like i was with evermore, being all high-and-mighty and wotnot. im glad i did it in moderation. they fill my heart with joy!! i wanted to dance to every song but i only danced to fire fire fire and the last song which i have forgotten.

they gave us strawberry liquorice.. it was awesome.

i was kinda worried about dave really. he seems like a no bullshit type of guy ad if i was being a complete airhead he would just express his dislike in the most acceptably straightforward subtle way. if that makes sense.

i sais "tim is hot" a lot. but i meant a whole bunch of tims, lol. i wonder if he heard... lol. probably. ahh! urk. not that it matters. tim says i will probably like the album, lol. i kinda love how he's making these assumptions like he knows me. but he's still cautious. i wish i had said "What if i dont? Will i get my money back?". I gave dave a free drink coupon. his appreciation makes me smile.

i wish i knew the others more. i was gonna pick one i wanted to know better the most but i realise they're all cool blokes.

i like the bubbly bright feeling of their grounded acknowledgement of my fanship. it's all so nice and simple and lovely. i really like every dappled experience.

dave and tim are so funny. so very funny. such close intermingling humour between the pair and the whole band really.

i really love how tim dances!!! AH! noice. and that hat! that black, brow, gold, glitter tiger soft cowboy hat of dave's from LA!!! but he gave it away :-( i wish he had kept it and worn it onstage all the time. lol.

anyhoos... i will be uploading the album now. see if i like it ;-P

XoDeo

presenting deo's semi-word of the week: AAAHHHH!!!!!!!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:39:57 GMT

I HATE LIKING SOMEONE!!! AAAHHHHHH!!! IT'S SO PAINFUL!!

WHY CAN'T GOD JUST SMITE ME NOW!?

PS: i'm being metaphorical and melodramamtic. please don't smite me.

hey it'll pass. i'll get hurt. and the world continues to revolve.

*hyperventilates*

~~everyone is so beautiful...~~

self reflection: this could get ugly

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:09:00 GMT

i don;t want to study. iw as worried before... the AOS eng adv HSC exam 2 days ago... yeah i was cracking. i was... petrified. but i just... have this wall that numbs everything. im never beent his lazy... i know sometimes i seem very lazy. but really it's just coz im too busy focusing on other things. and yes i do get tired of being an idiot.

mr gwyer told me once that i'm the type of person that does a million things at once and im rushing around trying to do everything which is why im so scatter brained and disorganised. adn he said i maynever get over that. and i was like... major blow, lol. but he said it was a good thing. it's just part of me. no one has ever accepted that part of me before. he's the first person who didnt give me a lecture about changing.

buit really.. it's all a matter of all the things i owe people. not just money (of which i owe A LOT) but of love. i owe people love and care. and who was i to deny the peopel that love me thier hopes for me comign true? but there's always the other argument... the ever independant lorena has always found it aggitating that everyone is giving me so much shit about making my own decisions in my own life. but in the way im living and how peopel have cared for me.. they've sacrificed part of theirs to make mine. especially my mum. i love her so much im scared of her. i'm scared of admitting how much i mean to her.

sometimes i justw ant to be left alone. i feel like sometimes ive just ruined everything. im not as free as i used to be and i feel liek i ahev to be everythign to everybody. and i knwo ive realyl isolated peopel by the whole band whore thing. and also i make really annoyign comments about what i thinka botu things. imr eally apathetic int hat respect. i left high school with more peopel disliking me then when i came and i was in a way socially retarted when i arrived. butnot that i regret anything.never regret anything. becuase you cant change the past.

sometimes i wonder about this band thing. ange told me once about her night/mornign at club 77. and she sort of realised how empty it was. kind of standing there wondering why these peopelw eher really there. well.. you know i always have fun when i go out. crazy things always happen and peopela re usually very nice. i guess im pretty lucky. but i have so many numbers in my phone i never use of epoeple i hardly remember. how did i think i was gogint o keep up with all these randoms??

i probably have 2 really good friends. like... old friends. kathrine and sonia. they're the only people that i call up when im feelign like shit and i wont feel guilty about unloading my emotional baggage on their front door. i never saw it changing this much. with miguel and christine gone. i hardly remember her. i dont even feel sad anymore.she;s just... gone. but you knwo what?? therwe are so many other beautiful peopel ibn my life. sure... in preportion i hve so much more superficial relationships but all a person really needs is one really good friend and i have more than that.

btu you knwo what?? if i were tio leave this band thing i wouldnt feel a pang of apprehension. i woudl just fill it with somethign else. i think right now it's just because it's what im good at at the moment. the "scene" im in. i always put everything into what i love. harry potter. "max". evermore. this is part of that. and i guess it's like a computer game. it'll take a whiel to fulyl master and finish but then after it's over or i get over it i'll just move onto the next one. i dont need to be a scenester to enjoy music and if anything the music is cooler whenyou dont have all that other shit clouding things up.

im thinking of writing something about sydney. maybe a photo essay too. but after everything.

14/10/06 another day for revelling in murky social pools.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:23:53 GMT

SUFFERRING. hang over. urgh. beer. never again. even if it's free. no way. no.

i came home at 5 am. "fun times". maybe i should just stop going with it. but the whole blending intot he tregbo party worked out well. kim and felix really do not care for me... well.. im sure it's my fault. i can't help being too nice and i think kim doesnt likeit which is fair enough. as for felix... i'm just not scene enough i guess, lol. i've never hung out at hyde park before. first for me! lol. i guess being a sydney youngster it's somethign i should do at some time in my life.

half of us wandered away to a bus to enmore for the soundcheck party. i can't believe i'm gettign away with being there. beign with these people. im nto really tregbo! lol. i dont think liakm like sme either and i think for the same reasons. ior.. i just have such a comfortable front. it's not insincere just.. automatic and i think he doesnt like that. and also i keep on forgettingthings about people... i asked him why he was there so early and he already told me a gabillion times about him being at the soundcheck party. i felt like such a ditz.the band played some old school grates which was cool. i gave pae ferrero and baclava for all of them but i think she was the only one who at them,

outside alana and jhon hung out with us. it was really fun and peopel got things drawn. so cool. it was such a noice event. then there was a group foto. sweet.

later on alana and about 20 kids and i had a pizza party! lol. we ordered SO much pizzaa. but it was sucha casual fun thing. talkign over pizzaa's. having a laugh. talking meaningfully... etc. :-)

christian's tickets were so damn dodgy. top floor balcony. miles away. but i just, you kow, wandered down and sneaked to the bottom seats adn thento the front seatign section. emmbarrasing thoughi couldnt fit in the bars!!! AH!! err.anyway... so at the grates... i jumped. PS: christisan is a loser he wouldnt help me. he was sucha chickcken and i guess i expected that of him. ended up with the tregbo kids at the front inthe end. SO FUN.

also as susual i met a lot of people... 6 new numbers, lol. i wodner if i'll use all of them.

the after party was boring as usual. i wouldnt call them aprties. i'd call them "hanging out". ant got kicke dout for underaged drinkignand i had to walk her home. lol. craig nichols was there and toby from youth group. ghetto photos were taken. lol. aweful. met a cool bro from violent soho. michael. fun to talk to. after the after party we went to this guy ryans hair metal party. they dont really like christiana nd i didnt knwo we were actually crashing it. after a night of free beer and caste wine this was teh dead end for me, i was gone. but fun. nice people.

i eneded up leaving without christian.. well.. id idnt know if he'd left or snythign so i just went. i took a taxi with keirena nd tibor fromthe party to railway square. they seemed nice. i took a bus with tibor had a lovely conversationa bout religion and art. he seemed really nice. but he might ahave been a little wasted, lol. anyway i got his and keirin's number.

sucha random day. i shoudl stop dong these thnsg. sure by themeselves they;re cool but i shoudl really be spending time on other thinsga t the moment,. namely the HSC!!! oh well. im not gogin out this week,. will chill for a while.

OMG... the messager lives....

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 08:11:11 GMT

guess who emailed me???! scott adams from quik records, the panda band's management, asking me if i wanted to do a piece on the panda band as promo and he offered to send me a copy of the album FOR FREE!!!! AHHH!!!

but it was a month ago and in my old email drowning in myspace mail from the hampdens profile!!! OMG.

there is no way that shoot the messager is going to die now. i can't wait til november!!!

Hey Casonova are you a doctor or a "doctor"? ;-P

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 00:23:48 GMT

David Tennant...
...he shakes me up.

KILT!!!! 0_o *oogles*

*swoons* *melts*

as i explained to lucy, it is, of course, lust not love. but i can live with that. lol. i only want to make out with him once... maybe twice... depends how good he is... ;-P

at first i was like : "How can such an average british bloke be so supafly???!?!??" and i just read he's scottish!! omg!!! hotness points plus 50!!!

*resists urge to be a fangirl...*

Blocks are made for building walls...

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 23:18:50 GMT

Guess who excommunicated jake yesterday?

long story. steph knows. i forget. i deleted the convo. i feel bad... but that's the way it is. omg... i know it's not dumping anyone but it sure feels like it... the last thing he typed before i blocked him was "I guess i'll put you in my ex girlfriend basket" 0_o

i'm actually flattered. i was like "We never dated!" but then i thought "hey... i meant that much..." it's almost worth him hating me, lol.

i do feel a little bad... then i remember how useless we were. anyway... he's got a fiance. he'll be alright.

now the courage to delete him altogether....

i know you guys can't undertsand why i talk to such an apparent asshole but i dont think it can be explained.

KATCHING!!! Collapse... empty pockets... EMPTY.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:52:12 GMT

LONG TERM TO BUY LIST:

~~black shoes for work~~
black pants for work
black tights and stockings
red shoes
new jeans
a digital camera
a screen printer
a badge maker
a record player

SHORT TERM TO BUY LIST:

~~The Red Paitings ticket~~
The Panda Band ticket

IMPORTANT: No more clothes!!!

WARDROBE INVENTORY:

27 t-Shirts (15 music/band related)
11 dresses (8 black dresses)
4 pairs of chuck's
3 black mary janes
1 zebra print hoodie jacket

Seriously in need of: a cleaner room.

PS: I [heart] The Panda Band!!! omg you have to see the clips! www.pandaband.com (i warn you...it tiz the myspace.)

Baker Boy Blog: Half Baked or totally HOT?

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 09:14:27 GMT

hey ya'll.
remember jake? of course ya'll do! and after that volley of contrasting affirmations between rachel and cookie in visual arts (you know the one) i agree with rachel. but so you guys get some 1st hand evidence of the character that is J to the A to the K-E here are his words... blogged for your investigation:

http://jakeswebel.tripod.com/id1.html\

audience... members of the press... this subject is open for discussion.
and if we're lucky, he might drop by... (he's got the link anyway).

I'm personally interested on any points of view from you all, my lovely watchers.

MY DEATH CAB WEEKEND by Deo Angelo

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 10:22:26 GMT

15-160706: Death Cab For Cutie + Bells Will Ring @ RebelRebel (also my First Zebra jacket outing.)

Totally cool...

SATURDAY:
the great and powerful pez and d-d-deo. the sound was a bit *err* coz we were right at the front and the guitar speakers were cutting out ben's vocals. however... we were right at the front.
i bought a t-shirt and a tote bag.
liam of Bells Will Ring let me shake his moracca... this is totally not a metaphor and i totally gave it back.
met mike about 12am... he gave me cookies. YUM! he wanted to try and see if he can negotiate a 15 cent discount off one cookie but chickened out. i charmed us a free one. thank you kind subway boy!
made friends with rebelrebel bouncers. cheers to alex, jeff, lenny and habib who came and visited me at g.j.'s... although at 2am. jeez.
mike drove me to work where i totally crashed. adam made me a super strong coffee and i napped in the managers office.

SUNDAY:
work: 6am. paul is a no show and i'm with rohan. some guy got beaten half to death outside. inspectors hassling us, line out the door. hectic.
lorena comes and picks me up around 3:30pm. we jet off to her appartment and i shower and nap again. we head off to rebelrebel to find gareth and pez a-waitin'.
felix and i!! NO TICKETS!! he came all the way from the mountains too... gareth pez and lorena went in... we were left stranded.
i had a word with jeff... but he couldn't help. had a word with a roadie at the back... again, no help. fed up all we could do was try and sneak our way through the barriers on the pretense of saying hi to "friends"... bada-bing! bada-boom! we were in. don't ask me, i was sworn to secrecy. FREE DEATH CAB!! woot!!
this time i could HEAR. and they played tiny vessels!!! i almost died!! and pez recorded it for me!!! so i can relive the moment over and over again... *le sigh*

did i mention we met the whole band?

death cab and deo.

the awesome foursome. felix, deo, gareth and lorena.

the set lists:

saturday's owed by deo. sunday's courtesy of fello death cab kid.

i would like to thank lorena for these pixels and her wonderful hospitality! not everyone would shelter a rock zebra off the streets.... and pez for making me go. not that i needed much convincing, lol.

AWESOME FUN.

BACKSPACE MANIA!

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:06:09 GMT

i deleted the psot. it was too long and haneous. however... feel free to see if you are a scenester!!! this quiz just shouts "Do me!! Do me now!"

i am an indie snob!

How indie are you? test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.

but this scenster description is SO me...

You are so indie it hurts. You hang out with the coolest people in your city. It doesn't even bother
you that none of them know your name. You know lots of bands personally, you know a couple of
guys from We Hate The Mainstream Records, and you blag your way into getting almost
everything for free. That fanzine you write gives you extra kudos. You probably don't
even care that non-scenesters think you're a pretentious fuck.

A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUCEMENT!!! Brought to you by Chris' homophobia...

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 04:25:28 GMT

i would like to paraphrase the statement:
it is wrong. the bible says so. gay marriage is wrong. also because the bible "specifically" says so. however one cannot force their opinions on other people. sexuality should not and does not affect how one interacts with people. one cannot judge poeple for their choices as they are their choices not yours. only jesus can judge.

then he asked me if i was gay. lol.

so rachel that's what he thinks.

SHAKE ME UP.... just don't let me sit here....

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:40:25 GMT

Bok??? why Bok?? why is Bok still here??? i'm seeing Chris on Friday?? maybe?? i don't want to see ... im too tired to see him... he doesn't know what he's doing and i cant wait for him to get over his luggage. this is a joke. im a joke... there is too much here and they all dont end up anywhere.

i can't believe Bok is still around. im a loser and a dreamer. i was right. there should never be anyone else.

i hate the hunt. i want to be a vegetarian.

I found this...

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:48:53 GMT

...Chris Raey.

taken from my usual spot onthe dirty guitar shop floor.
(i love how now that i know his last name i find it necessary to use it as much as humanly possible.)

FOR THE SAKE OF NOSTALGIA... cringe i take this bullet....

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 09:27:47 GMT

..oh it hurts!!! it hurts so much!!! the past!!! DEAR GAWD THE SHAME! *shakes head* *dies* *cring cringe cringe*

i'd like to thank liezl... i think.
NOT PICTURED: the sign that says "Kick me, I'm a loser." sticky taped to my back.

Dear gawd what have i done?!?!?!??!?!

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 08:29:21 GMT

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 3 people about this game.
• Chris Raey is the one that you love.
• Jake is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Ngoc.
• Your Mum is the one who knows you very well.
• Miguel is your lucky star.
• Iris is the song that matches with Chris Raey.
• Love I Don't Have to Love is the song for Jake.
• Wonderwall is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Maps is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

this can't be right. at the least the last five. actually... only 4 and 5 makes any sense at all.

Robot hostage!!! We could not escape...

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:59:01 GMT

... and while i was held captive by things stronger than chains and ropes, the Red Paintings held my soul like cello bow and played me like a song....

020606: The Red Paintings +the Dawn Collective + some crappy third band @ Bar Broadway

People got shot.

the girl and the enigma... d-d-d-deo plus jamie mcsweeney

wayne and ellen syncronise their pimpisms...

...while dalas is detained by the aggressor robots...

...mysterious friend, wayne and violinist letting loose.

did i mention claire and i was also held captive in a tower?!?!?! for 2 HOURS!!!

the starcase of our bar broadway prison....
we were hiding after having sneaked in on the pretense that we were "with the band"... hehe... oh the affectiveness of that phrase fills me with bubbling light...

strangers/friends: the lolita and the photographers.

dawn collective: lead and celloist: wiggas.

THE GIG WAS ORGASMIC. AUDIO SEX. OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
they rock my world.

and so does this picture:

and the man in it...
if you dont know what happened then you aren't meant to know... but i wonder... there was a line wasn't it??? right under where i stepped? it was bound to happen... and i can only hope it'd happen again and again....
what? yeah i know i have white make up on my face.

i would like to thank all the lovelies who shared glass rims and mouth space with me.... it was very refreshing...

rock zebra on leather couch.

THE END.

She Who Loves Chris Who...

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 15:43:23 GMT

From now on all males in my directory will be mentionable under the name "Chris".

The accessive presence of the name "Chris" in my directory has prompted this new procedure.

However an exception is Max, who is of course Bok a.k.a. Mr. You Know Who.

Speaking of... the count down starts:

15 DAYS 20 HOURS...

I just hope not to implode...

This badge says "I've been ghettofied by Angelique"...

Mon, 22 May 2006 21:09:46 GMT

...and so the cause continues.

050506: The Grates + The Panda Band + I Heart Hiroshima @ The Metro

Deo sets forth to ghettofy as many rock personels as possible... (in chronological order)

I Heart Hiroshima minus 1, Deo and Leo of Further who did not actually perform that night but was however present.

Deo and Jhon of The Grates.. damnit. He's too cute to be hardcore!

Deo and Alana of the Grates. We find out later she was drunk on jagermister at this point...

Deo and Chris of the Panda Band... *melts*
NOT PICTURED: the gabillion times i hugged him that night... hehe...

The Ladies Lounge: Belle Beautiful, Pae of the Grates and Deo a.k.a. Gangster Girl (as i was called on TREGBO, the band forum)

*tear* fun times...

Oh look... flying cheese on party balloons...

And a prelude to the night... VODKA SHOTS AT THE METRO! by belle and deo. woohoo!

BEFORE:

AFTER:

My Midnight Chaperon: Christian

who i thank for most fo these photos!!!

~~THE END!~~

Deo